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Friday, March 02, 2007
/these wounds wont seem to heal
haven't really been blogging this week. i feel guilty just by coming online for fun. especially with those disgustingly awful results. i mean in the past, it was about passing tests well. but now, take home econs and the comprehension test for example, i was desperately trying to find questions i think might be correct just to convince myself it'll pass. yes, it 's pathetic, i know. and i didn't even know what verbs are and will lose marks in all the two-mark questions for that compre. another thing adding to my depressing life is the fact that i found out i'm barely passing Chinese. okay, i am embarrassed. i think my soon-to-be-three-year-old cousin will speak better Chinese than me in no time. He like understands so much it's making me intimidated :/
guides today wasn't quite as nice. with the forum so suffocating and it was one of the few times i didn't like foot drill. and the test's a goner. i didn't hand in the paper, for that matter. seems like I'm back at this failing thing again.
no swimming, because of the rain, i think. but we've always been like swimming in the rain and damn cold water? but well, i think it's good in a way. after these few weeks, i think i've changed my opinions about swimming on Fridays, after guides. it's like super troublesome for my dad. without swimming, i can go home on my own if he cant make it. and i dont really see a point lah. cannot chiong for 100m, and i dont think i ever passed since this night thing started. i want it on a different day. i want it at a different venue. i like having lessons with them, but if it means having soo much inconvenience, then i dont know? and she just suggested i stop after April's test. this is like really really extreme.
back to today. i was looking forward to coming back earlier but apparently they didnt care. even about the fact that my jiejie is at home waiting for her dinner. it was frustrating okayy. first we were waiting for Him to finish eating. then the whole world was waiting for the whole world to cut the cake without singing a song . (it was her birthday ytd). and then i was so shocked when they started to make coffee. the talking went on and on. i told her ' it's past dinnertime, like just in time for supper already lah' she was like okay wait never mind. like wth. then they took forever to be willing to leave and i was super annoyed okay. it's not only because of This. but it shows thatshe doesnt really care. maybe i wont feel the same way of she treats everybody the like this. but i bet if it were HIM, she might even rush off before the cake is cut. damn. fruck.
chocolate intake : 0g for the past two days
(but ate half a piece of brownie this morning and two different slices of Chocolate cakes just now :p )
there's just too much that time cannot erase\
haven't really been blogging this week. i feel guilty just by coming online for fun. especially with those disgustingly awful results. i mean in the past, it was about passing tests well. but now, take home econs and the comprehension test for example, i was desperately trying to find questions i think might be correct just to convince myself it'll pass. yes, it 's pathetic, i know. and i didn't even know what verbs are and will lose marks in all the two-mark questions for that compre. another thing adding to my depressing life is the fact that i found out i'm barely passing Chinese. okay, i am embarrassed. i think my soon-to-be-three-year-old cousin will speak better Chinese than me in no time. He like understands so much it's making me intimidated :/
guides today wasn't quite as nice. with the forum so suffocating and it was one of the few times i didn't like foot drill. and the test's a goner. i didn't hand in the paper, for that matter. seems like I'm back at this failing thing again.
no swimming, because of the rain, i think. but we've always been like swimming in the rain and damn cold water? but well, i think it's good in a way. after these few weeks, i think i've changed my opinions about swimming on Fridays, after guides. it's like super troublesome for my dad. without swimming, i can go home on my own if he cant make it. and i dont really see a point lah. cannot chiong for 100m, and i dont think i ever passed since this night thing started. i want it on a different day. i want it at a different venue. i like having lessons with them, but if it means having soo much inconvenience, then i dont know? and she just suggested i stop after April's test. this is like really really extreme.
back to today. i was looking forward to coming back earlier but apparently they didnt care. even about the fact that my jiejie is at home waiting for her dinner. it was frustrating okayy. first we were waiting for Him to finish eating. then the whole world was waiting for the whole world to cut the cake without singing a song . (it was her birthday ytd). and then i was so shocked when they started to make coffee. the talking went on and on. i told her ' it's past dinnertime, like just in time for supper already lah' she was like okay wait never mind. like wth. then they took forever to be willing to leave and i was super annoyed okay. it's not only because of This. but it shows that
chocolate intake : 0g for the past two days
(but ate half a piece of brownie this morning and two different slices of Chocolate cakes just now :p )
there's just too much that time cannot erase\
; Re-write The Past
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